Thursday, December 16, 2010

Squirrels, Prayers, and Blessings


I have had an eye infection for the past week and a half. It is red, swollen, and it hurts very badly. As a result I have to wear my glasses (which is annoying because I'm not used to them) and I cannot wear eye make-up. Please do not assume I’m a diva and have to wear make-up to feel confident; however, it is interesting when potential donors to TCC think a 15 year old is telling them where to put their money. I knock about 8 years off of my age when I go all natural. But perhaps the most frustrating part is that I have no idea what is causing the swelling and it hasn’t improved a bit. Grrr!

I was sitting in bed this morning and realized that I hadn’t once prayed for my eye’s healing. I have had this eye infection for over a week and I never thought to pray? I apologized for my lack of faith and began praying that God would heal my eye. I went on with my morning as usual and made my way to work through the ice and snow. As I stood in the office hallway with a co-worker talking about the plight of poverty (what else) one of our residents came through with a HUGE smile on his face. We exchanged our good mornings and he walked on by. Then, he turned around and said, “Aren’t you going to ask me why I’m doing so well?” Of course, after that I asked him immediately. This is what he said:

“It is so beautiful outside with all the snow, so yesterday I decided to go down to the park for my afternoon smoke break. As I stood their smokin’ my cigarette, I saw a tiny little squirrel on the path. He climbed up a tree right next to me and started eating something he found on the path. I remembered the Scripture where God said that He takes care of all creatures. He’s givin’ them something to eat and makin’ their fur grow in the winter so they can stay warm. I prayed right there and said, ‘God please don’t forget to take care of me too.’ Well, an hour later my mom came to the center with a note. The note said to call this man back because he wanted to offer me the job! God is so good isn’t He? I just love that blessing.”

He turned around and walked away still wearing that great big smile. I stood there in silence, my heart treasuring up the story I had just heard. What a beautiful reminder of living a life of faith through prayer. He recognized God's provision through the life of a squirrel and sent up a prayer of faith! I’m sure your own heart has cried that same plea. “Please God, don’t forget me.” He hasn’t forgotten you. He will never forget you. I urge all of us to remember to pray and communicate with the God who loves us. He is waiting to extend us a blessing. He is waiting to heal us. I’m so grateful for the reminder to pray and listen today.



“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life…look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” Matthew 6: 25-26 & 33

Monday, December 6, 2010

My Christmas Thought

I'm sitting alone in my house having just eaten dinner. I am full and cozy and wrapped in a big blanket admiring my glittering Christmas tree. For a moment my mind is still, but then two thoughts entered my stillness. One is that I really should get a mug of hot chocolate, and my second thought drifts to the word "Emmanuel" or "God with us." Two very similar thoughts, I know.

I will get hot chocolate later because I am in complete and utter awe at this simple yet mind blowing reality. I suppose the Christmas season has provoked this thought, but Christmas season or not, the idea of God being with us makes my heart beat faster. When I really stop and think about it, I can't help but feel as if I'm falling in love. Oh how God loves us. He loves us enough to take human form and experience human joy and human pain. He chose to humble Himself with the sole purpose to relate to each and every emotion we will face in this lifetime.

And for this moment, I have a heavy peace within me. This peace comes from knowing that I am never alone. Loneliness is a bitter companion for me, and I'm sure for you too. But loneliness is melting and being replaced with wonder. Loneliness buries wonder, but peace stirs it up. My amazement with God's mysteries is being awakened. I breathe in and out. I breathe in God and breathe out God. I breathe in love and I breathe out love. And this is all possible because Jesus Christ, my Emmanuel, has chosen me. He lives in me. HE LIVES IN YOU. haha!! What a glorious impossible! My joy is bubbling over!! Joy to the world, the Lord has come; let earth receive her King!

Spirit reveal yourself in me and in us. Let us be your hope to the world this Christmas and forever. Your light has broken the darkness and has set us free from loneliness and emptiness. Such a gift is too inspiring and life giving to keep on the inside. I pray we have the courage to accept our gift and share it with the world.

...now to enjoy some hot chocolate. =0)